Hello, me again, i have had an interest to continue my study on this website, to continue my theory on sleep deprivation, psychiatrist's have said that there is no way to train the human body to ignore your nature instict to sleep. I think that if you could train the mind to feel no emotion for many things like as i have done in the past. From that training i have learned how to understand the human mind and the functions or expressions it secretes. They say that the funny thing about insanity, is that the insane person doesnt tend to know he's crazy.

Growing up i have evolved my mind to the point were i have the most distinct disgust for humans. When i tellpeople my theory about how idiotic people could be, they ask me, "But you are a person too." I know i am, but i feel so disturbed to be catagorized under what i up most hate, also poeple tell me hate is a strong word too, but i have understood that, i do not use the word unless i really have to. Some of my intensions lead me to think of how much i want to be left alone by other people. Wich concludes me to talk about why i do not like to sleep.

I have a few reasons to why i admire sleep deprivasion, one reson is that i like to stay up at night because i feel as if night is the only time i could be free from all the steryotypical people that judge before knowing, and that have filled my hatred of humanity. Another reason is that i have a keen curiosity to weather what would happen if i didnt sleep. Last, I would have a theory to that if i heard voices or have seen things, i could have something to talk to other than what i hate.

My heart has been hurting a little, atleast i think its my heart, my mother says its my lack of eating, i wondered if it was from the lack of sleep or the medicine i have to take for ADHD. Thus, i depart from this conversation, but thank you all again for reading.