Submitted by Craig (not verified) on Mon, 01/28/2008 - 6:24pm.
I hate blushing, it makes everything positive i've done that day or week dissapear, and although i focus on the negatives now it just seems to be getting worse.
I think its mainly because i'm hiding something that i'm also ashamed of, and coming to terms with, my sexuality.
Uni has just made it worse, where we can "openly" talk about things like that, even though my couscillor says just ignore it, and i want to just get on with my life, and not have to lie, i'm not ready, and this is'nt helping
there seems to be no bright and happy future, because even if i beat the blushing i then have to deal with coming out lol.
god its gonna be a hard few years!
I guess its nice to know people are in the same boat (its just a shame that one of those persons is my sister, who sed she blushes now)
maybe i'll talk to her about it all.
Theres medication, CBT, and group sessions available, but i cant see it helping.
oh well, have to just wait and see.
thanks for that amazing article though, i'm favouriting it!
Cheers
Craig
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Blushing
I hate blushing, it makes everything positive i've done that day or week dissapear, and although i focus on the negatives now it just seems to be getting worse.
I think its mainly because i'm hiding something that i'm also ashamed of, and coming to terms with, my sexuality.
Uni has just made it worse, where we can "openly" talk about things like that, even though my couscillor says just ignore it, and i want to just get on with my life, and not have to lie, i'm not ready, and this is'nt helping
there seems to be no bright and happy future, because even if i beat the blushing i then have to deal with coming out lol.
god its gonna be a hard few years!
I guess its nice to know people are in the same boat (its just a shame that one of those persons is my sister, who sed she blushes now)
maybe i'll talk to her about it all.
Theres medication, CBT, and group sessions available, but i cant see it helping.
oh well, have to just wait and see.
thanks for that amazing article though, i'm favouriting it!
Cheers
Craig