I am living in near total isolation and I cannot get help!!! I have spent this entire weekend alone. No one, not one goddam person should have to face demons alone, day after day, year after year.

I still strongly believe the psychology professions ONLY REAL GOAL is profit. Theres a gap between psychology and online dating and online dating is destroying us and we're LETTING IT. People don't meet face to face any longer and women rule supreme in dating. If a women decided collectively never to meet a certain person face to face, not give him or her a chance- that person would literally die alone. That is almost what is happening.

I FERVENTLY believe on line dating services should be banned, made illegal and that there should be free community services in EACH community geared SPECIFICALLY toward helping people meet and find mates. Capitalism, in my opinion, destroys nearly everything it touches. The philosophy is that nothing is worth doing that doesn't make a profit and since it would be unprofitable to conduct matching/ pairing- psychology won't touch it and I quote:

> "The Greater Good and the Greater Profit are not compatible aims" -- Yann Martel.

I will succeed at suicide. Eventually. I simply have lost hope and I feel dead inside.